Writing to Write!

Have you ever wondered what was the point in love? Why do we constantly put ourselves in harm’s way, knowing it will not end well? The answer? For me, I risk being brutalized and having my heart ripped out for those rare moments, the moments when the person you love just holds onto you and nothing else matters. Whenever the world would go silent, the only thing you care or know about is that the person you love unconditionally has you wrapped up in their arms.

Love is like an eclipse, if you look directly at it, you’re blinded, but whenever that rare moment comes for you to see it, shield you eyes and enjoy the wonderful view, knowing it won’t last.

Embrace the possibility of pain staking sadness, for I believe love is worth the pain. Nothing is ever perfect, but if you look at something in the right lighting, everything is a little better than it first appeared.

Whether it is the love of a friend or family member, or even if it’s your boyfriend of several years, love is limitless, and it is worth fighting for. Love is patient and kind, even if it can hurt from time to time. Can you think of anything better than that one word with endless meanings and emotions? I can’t.

Love. Forever. Always.

Brooks, that would be you. You always seem to be on, which I’m thankful for - most of the time. lol. You are always there for me, through my rants and problems. You read my stories and actually give me feed back. You are one of my best friends. I’m glad that things worked out between us because I know you have helped make my life a little bit better, knowing you are there when i need you. Thank you for being a computer addict, my “favorite internet friend.”

This message only applies to the people under the topic that went to my old school.

One day you will be sorry for what you put me through. The torture, the humiliation, the lies, the laughter, the ridicule, the offensive comments. I was weak when I knew or liked most of you, and instead of helping me break out of my shell you put me down! I remember a lot of the comments and incidents that occurred, and they will always have a mark on me. If words and deeds could be seen at scars, bruises, and etc, I’d be covered, unrecognizable. 

I have had scenes playing in my head at times about what I would like to say to you if I had the courage, but naturally I didn’t. I try not to inflict the pain others brought on me to the world because two wrongs don’t make a right.

I also want this to be to the couple of teachers I had which were pathetic, fake, and plain mean b**ches. I mean, come on! I was a little girl! You ridiculed me in front of the class like you were a 8 or 9 year old yourself! 

Back to the main topic! I only had two boyfriends at my old school, and I was stupid enough to give both of you second chances which you both blew in my face! One was whispering behind my back about how he was going to break up with me. And the other CHEATED by asking my friend to prom!

I know I’m not the prettiest, smartest, or funniest girl out there, but one day, I will be happy with some one who loves me as plain me, and you’ll probably be the ones alone.

Strangers,

One day we may not be strangers, maybe one day we’ll be the best of friends. There are so many possibilities for strangers, let’s just hope that when/if we meet, it’s on a happy occasion. Until then, nice talking to you people I don’t know! ^_^

Dear Dreams,

Please stop being so weird all the time! Last night was toture, 14 hours of dreams that continued to not make sense. lol. I guess down the line the dreams may spark inspiration, but until then… please keep the weirdness to a minimum? Thank you.

foundwriter13

Laura,

I love you sssssssssssssssssooooooo much! I don’t care if you are silly and act drunk (even if you aren’t) a lot. I love you! I even love you when you bug the crap out of me by playing the same song hours at a time! :) For use, we know everything about each other, and it all comes down to this. I love you! :) <3

Mom,

You are always there for me, even when I’m being a pain in the buttocks. I know I cause you grief, and I know you worry about me, but because of you I am whole and well. I love you, even when you say the same things several times. I know you feel the same way about me. You are more than just my mom. You are my friend. I love you more than anything! Because of you, I am who I am today. I know that I may not be much of anyone in the world, but I know to you, I am your world, as you are mine. Through rain or shine, you’ll always be my mom, and I’ll always love you.

Love,

Emily

Physics sucks, but I’m going to go do it anyway. :(

Thanks, Linda. I’m having trouble though. :(