Writing to Write!

This message only applies to the people under the topic that went to my old school.

One day you will be sorry for what you put me through. The torture, the humiliation, the lies, the laughter, the ridicule, the offensive comments. I was weak when I knew or liked most of you, and instead of helping me break out of my shell you put me down! I remember a lot of the comments and incidents that occurred, and they will always have a mark on me. If words and deeds could be seen at scars, bruises, and etc, I’d be covered, unrecognizable. 

I have had scenes playing in my head at times about what I would like to say to you if I had the courage, but naturally I didn’t. I try not to inflict the pain others brought on me to the world because two wrongs don’t make a right.

I also want this to be to the couple of teachers I had which were pathetic, fake, and plain mean b**ches. I mean, come on! I was a little girl! You ridiculed me in front of the class like you were a 8 or 9 year old yourself! 

Back to the main topic! I only had two boyfriends at my old school, and I was stupid enough to give both of you second chances which you both blew in my face! One was whispering behind my back about how he was going to break up with me. And the other CHEATED by asking my friend to prom!

I know I’m not the prettiest, smartest, or funniest girl out there, but one day, I will be happy with some one who loves me as plain me, and you’ll probably be the ones alone.